uh. huh.

2010-06-19T01:45:00.000+08:00

moved

2010-04-27T17:15:00.001+08:00

The reason why worry kills people more than work is that more people worry than work.

Worry is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do but won't get you anywhere.

Worry a little bit everyday and in a lifetime you will lose a couple of years. If something is wrong, fix it if you can. But train yourself not to worry. Worry never fixes anything.

- Mary Hemingway

2010-04-06T20:35:00.003+08:00

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT

2010-03-24T14:15:00.002+08:00

It's quite sad to realise that the only time i'll blog is when my game is under going some serious hardcore maintenence but ohwell.

My life has been pretty much the same as the past few months, just that i've been going out a lot more. Caught How to train your Dragon yesterday, not a bad show. Haha, have also been eating lots and lots lately, think i might be going through puberty round 2. HAHAHA. Kidding. Can YOU imagine me getting fatter then i already am? Talk about food for thought... Hmmmm.

And urm, only update on my enlistment status is that i've gone for the 2nd checkup and they said i'm fit as a fiddle. So in all likelihood i'll be receiving my enlistment letter within the month. And therefore will be enlisting within 1 to 2 months. Hopefully!

Have also realised that O Lvl Cert's do expire, but am unsure as to how long it will last before it actually does expire. Can anyone who has information on this point tell me please. Will probably try to enrol/secure a place in an institute before i enlist, if this expiry thing is the real deal.

So that's just about it. Theres nothing interesting happening now really. Okay maybe there is but it dosent seem interessting to me. Haha! Might take a leaf out of my sisters book and start photo blogging instead of just spamming text all the time.

Cheerio! :D

2010-03-14T02:29:00.001+08:00

MMORPG'S ARE GOING TO BE THE DEATH OF ME.

2010-02-17T19:10:00.003+08:00

Will most probably be out of reach for the next 3 days, uncle just passed away of liver cancer and tubercolosis.

Life's a bitch but it still has to go on.

Will miss your voice, your care, your concern and the weekly visits to your place. Wherever you are now, please take care of yourself, of us, and of Auntie.

2010-01-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

Had my pre enlistment checkup at CMPB on Thursday, the MO said that i have some heart irregularities and i have to go for a review at Alexandra Hospital on the 8th of March. So far away! That means my enlistment will take a longer time, in all likelihood i'll probably be enlisting somewhere around June haha. That leaves me with another 4 months! Will be looking for another job soon, seeing that my current stint at Daikin will be ending in another 2 weeks time.

Looking foward to work now, as i have only a few days left to spend with my colleagues and supervisors. They're really interesting and nice people haha. Can't say i've not learnt anything from them hehe. But also can't say that what i've learnt is useful. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Looking foward to the release of SNSD's album OH!. Other then that hmmm, nothing much going on in my life. Goodluck to everyone getting their posting results on Wednesday!

2010-01-18T21:55:00.003+08:00

Caught Daybreakers with the usuals on Saturday, not a bad show but i didnt really enjoy it cause i was down with the flu and fever. Had dinner at some Egyptian place at haji lane in the evening, and sheesha.

Sunday was spent resting at home. Cousins came over to play, had dinner togther, etc. etc. Downed a cocktail of tablets and medicine before i slept. Nearly overdosed on Anarex but thankfully did not, though my body felt really light and super relaxed at that time. Miraculously got up this morning and headed to work.

Work is going to come to an end soon so i'll need to find something else to do to keep myself occupied. Will be going for my Pre Enlisment Checkup this coming Thursday hmm. Quite excited to see how it goes. Hope it's done fast!

So that's that.

Note to self: Save monehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2010-01-09T02:13:00.001+08:00

Took leave on Monday, which means i have a long weekend ahead of me! TIME TO PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

:D

2010-01-06T20:49:00.004+08:00

Ikeameatballs mcnuggets popcornchicken. Kambingsoup? Nasidaging herbalmeesua alaskancrab! Ferrororocher cokefloat, supersupreme nasilemak.Longjohnfishwrap.

Tenderloinsteak mashedpotatoes creamedspinach, muttonsatay herbprawns. Friedchickenwings fishmawsoup bahkutteh btkchickenrice!!!! Cantoneseporridge porkknuckle lambshank chakuayteow breadedfish blackpepperribs bbqmarshmallows xiaolongbaos mushroomswissdouble masalathosai.

Cherryglazedham coldducksalad mintchocolateicecream, californiamaki coldchngtng, hargao steamedporkribs. Tomyumsoup germanbratwursts mangosorbet megamcspicy fishheadbeehoon, ebitempura zhenzhunaicha!

Zhujiao pocarisweat marigoldraspberryicecream popiah katonglaksa. Chillibeeffries indianrojak. Lycheeiceblended shakerfries coconutjuice kacangputeh beeflasagne. Superspicyburritos bakedpotatoes, nachosextracheese stirfriedcelery+brocoli!!! Steamboat raweggbeef steamedredsnapper deepfriedgaroupa. Blackpeppercrab mantous, grilledcodfish bbqlobster.

YOU'RE SALIVATING RIGHT. COS I READ MY POST AGAIN AND I FUCKING WAS. HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-01-03T23:54:00.003+08:00

10 things i will NOT do in 2010

1)Order Mcd's more than once a week.
2)Forget to brush my teeth in the morning.
3)Be more than 5 minutes late for any appointments.
4)Spend more than $150 a month on things that i WANT.
5)Do things on impulse(try to. this will be hard!)
6)Lie on my bed for more than 10 hours a day.
7)Use any form of the verb 'fuck' more than twice in a sentence.
8)Use the noun 'ji bai' more than once in a sentence.
9)Spend more than 2 hours a day playing MMOs on the PC.
10)Throw stuff out my window.

That pretty much covers quite a substantial bit of my bad habits.

Goodluck to me and whoever's making NOT To-Do lists.

(:

2010-01-01T00:59:00.003+08:00

Let's see what i've accomplished in the past year before i say anything about the next.

I broke up with my girlfriend, got expelled from TP, put on more weight, spent lots of money on totally unnecessary stuff, probably failed at everything I've tried to do or quit without even trying. I wake up when i feel like it, i go to school when i feel like it, i spend money when i feel like it. Heck. I do whatever i want to do whenever i want to do it.

I've been really stupid and stubborn and very very very irresponsible. Totally undisciplined and unfocused.

It was only when i finally got expelled that i realized how fucked up i was, and i started to do something useful with my time.

I honestly feel that I've played enough, and it's really time to grow up and stop being the kid i was for the past 19 years. Fuck, 19 years.

I'm gonna be 20 in about 5 months time and i have nothing, NOTHING at all to be proud off.

Ah well. I only have myself to blame. And the only person who can make things right again is myself.

So yeah, heres to 2010, and i sincerely hope that it's gonna be a better year.

2009-12-27T02:08:00.002+08:00

Had my friends over for a Christmas dinner of sorts, albeit a belated one. Had turkey, beef, ham, some drinks and lots of grapes heh. Ordered and cooked a bit too much food but hey! no problem. I can eat turkey everyday for the next week. :D

It feels like 12 but it's already 2 holy fuck. Will need to start sleeping early again. At least I have the whole of Sunday to rest before work resumes again on Monday. Might be catching Sherlock Holmes tomorrow, hopefully we do. I'm dying to watch that movie.

Will blog again on the eve of New Year.

2009-12-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

Just sent an email to NS, hopefully i get enlisted ASAP. Am quite annoyed with sitting around and waiting for things to happen.

Also have decided to extend my contract with Daikin. Will be working till the end of January instead. Probably will extend till I have to enlist to make the most out of my time.

K going to sleep now! Gonna get 7 hours of sleep WOOHOOOO.

:)

2009-12-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

Have been coming home late everyday this week due to the really incomprehensible amount of work there is to do at the warehouse.

Thank goodness I won't need to work till end of January next year. I'll have to find a new job though, at least till i'm about to enlist into the Army.

Been listening to k-pop a lot, to the extent where i'm about to get sick of it. Will make a conscious effort to stop.

Have also been chalking up a backlog of reading, and i'm really really scared that somehow i'll lose interest in reading and studying the English Language. Will also make a conscious effort to work on reading more language related materials.

Somehow this feels more like a post-it to myself then a blog post.

Work at 8 tomorrow, goodnight!

2009-12-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

Hello i'm back from Shanghai! (:

Day 1

Plane touched down around 2230 at PuDong Airport, met up with my Uncle and had supper at this place in Puxi. They serve really good deer knuckle and ma-la deer zomg nice! Went to our uncle's apartment after that. He has 2 so we stayed in one while his family and him stayed in the other. We had our own chaffeur for the whole trip too!

Day 2

Nothing much, just a lot of shopping at the shopping centres and buying clothes and shoes and winter clothing blah blah. Dinner was a 7 or 8 course meal at a very nice Japanese Restaurant, shared a bottle of sake with my aunt. First time i drank sake and it's really nice, especially so on a cold day i reckon.

Day 3

Went to this Far East kinda place, it's called Hong Qiao International Pearl Centre. Had a look around, bought a few dvds, but other then that nothing else worth buying. Had lunch at around 2 at another restaurant. We had a private room! The restaurant was almost empty though, apparently punctuality is very important when it comes to meals! Headed to the Shanghai World Financial Centre(SWFC) Observatory after that. It's 492 metres high, which makes it the 2nd tallest building in the world. It also has the highest observation deck, which was where we went. The view from the top was absolutely stunning! Took pictures, looked around, then left for home.

Day 4

Met Uncle's business partners in the morning, then went to Zhou Zhuang, the water town of Shanghai! Or also called the Venice of Asia. A tour guide brought us around, had a look at the old houses, this 400 year old bridge, and how rural life was like. Also had a tour of houses and buildings which were present during the Ming and Qing Dynasties. The tour took up the most part of the day, and when we headed back it was close to dinner. Had a rest back at the apartment then went out for dinner. Fell sick after that. ><

Day 5

Stayed at home the whole day and slept, had fever, cough, flu and headache. Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep.

Day 6

Felt a little better, Uncle brought us to the most expensive shopping centre in Shanghai. Chock full of expensive brands, had a look then went home. Nothing much too.

Day 7

HOMEHOMEHOMEHOMHOEMHOEMHOMEHOME.

That about sums up my trip. Photos are on Facebook haha. Didn't really do much as main purpose was to go visit my Uncle. He's always travelling around but he's spending lots of time in China these few years because of the business there.

At the expense of sounding a little childish, I'M GONNA BE LIKE MY UNCLES IN THE FUTURE!!

HAHAHAHA. (:

2009-11-30T01:08:00.002+08:00

Hihihi!

I finished watching Cinderella Man during the weekends and it's really nice! Probably cause Yoona is the female lead hmm. HAHAHA. But you can't deny lehhh, she's really cute and innocent looking!

Hmmmm.

Leaving for Shanghai in 2 days time so will take lots of pictures and blog about the trip when i'm back k!

Nothing much has been going in my life other then work and sleep almost everyday.

K bye love you all! (:

2009-11-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

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2009-10-27T12:34:00.005+08:00

Decided to skip lunch and stay in the warehouse today hmmm. Partially cos it's also raining heavily outside. No umbrella!

Past few days have been so-so, with the only good thing happening on Saturday! Remember my darling cup i broke? I got it back! Mum found it at Robinsons heheh! Happyhappyhappy!

Waking everyday at 7 just for work sucks i think, especially when the pay is so low.. I'll most likely look for another job towards the end of next month if i can get away from the current one prematurely. Anyone got good job lobangs? :D

2009-10-15T01:54:00.001+08:00

Okay so the past 3 days of sleeping for 4hours a day has been relatively okay for me, with the only weird thing happening today when i got off the bus 2 stops after the intended one.

Will update more come this Sunday.

2009-10-12T22:41:00.001+08:00

We are what society makes us.

true/false?

2009-10-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

Will be making use of this week to test the 4hour sleep theory.

I did some interesting reading since an hour ago and there are many, many different theories on the subject of sleep.

This week i'll test the 4hour one! DIE DIE MUST DO IT. All in vain of trying to work out the best sleeping pattern for me.

You all should do it too!

2009-10-09T00:53:00.001+08:00

SLEEP AT 2

+

WORK AT 8

=

2009-10-08T00:38:00.003+08:00

I slept at 2am yesterday, and i'm probably gonna sleep around that time again tonight. Talk abou not enogh sleep! But then i also proves that 've been oversleeping by so,so,so much. 6 hours of sleep is really enough for me, but before work i've been sleeping for like what? Maybe 12 or possibly 14 hours a day. Now on the other hand, i've been going through 14 hour workdays. Quite the opposite don't you think?

Ohwell, work is work. And work is almost always bullshit without qualifications.

Goodnight..

):

2009-10-03T02:31:00.002+08:00

Had dinner with the usuals + partners at a steamboat place in Kallang just now. Had to rush home and rush out cos work ended at 6, but it's always worth it when i finally get to sit down with them and talk cock sing song and laugh non stop. :D:D:D:D

K, and i'm getting used to work. Doesn't mean it doesn't suck though.

Mmmm. AND RIGHT. There was a lizard peeping at me when i was bathing just now! I feel so molested. HAHAHAHA.

Goodnight! (:

2009-10-02T02:06:00.002+08:00

You know how people always say that 24hours in a day is too short?

Well imo, the above holds true only when you're busy working/studying. Which probably is the original intended meaning. :/ Ohwell.

Have started work at this warehouse in Loyang/Changi working for Daikin. Stock taking/picking/finding. Mundane, repititive and absolutely tiring stuff. Imagine having to carry compressors back and forth! They weight at least 30-fucking-kg each! And those are the lighter ones. I've seen some that weigh up to 160!!!!.

On the brighter side, i'll probably lose some weight working there.

Hmmm. Work starts at 8 and ends at 6.

Plus you know, i've said before there are 2 kinds of tired? Like when you're physically exhausted and you can't find strength to talk, much less walk. But your mind is still super duper uber hyperactive?

That's how i'm feeling now and i can't get to sleep omg!

Extremely, extremely vexed.

2009-09-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

K i think you all should know that ive decided to withdraw from Temasek Polytechnic.

I would get expelled anyway, seeing that i've been repeating certain modules too many times, so i decided to do it on my own terms.

I also feel that serving NS might just be the thing i need.

Err and, i've never really liked my course to begin with.

Some people might just call me plain stupid and lazy, fine go ahead.

Bottom line is, i've made my decision and i hope you all respect it.

2009-08-31T03:57:00.003+08:00

11am woke up.
4pm went out.
11pm came back.
2am out for supper.
3am came back.
4am sleep.

Explored Iluma today. Nice, but a tad too big. Really is an abuse of space. Very very little people in the mall itself, probably because they dont know how nice it is YET.

6th floor movie+arcade+food, 7th floor COLOSSEUM. WHICH IS FUCKING OWN. Huge LAN, arcade and lounge!

Caught Final Destination 4(3D).

Personally found it really shitty, but the 3D thingamajig made up for it in a way. Hmm.

I NEED to go shopping.

2009-08-29T03:43:00.002+08:00

tired bored aimless excited confused withdrawn headache dilenma doubt hope longing desire temptation determination focus discipline detatched frustrated symphatetic love dislike infatuation achievement satisfaction deluded.

Hai, what to do what to do. So many things on my mind.

Exams are over, though i'll probably be taking 1 or 2 supps.

It's Saturday now.

Hmmmmm.

Will pay a penny for someone to read my thoughts, because i'm apparently unable to come to a decision by myself.

Will blog more often now that i'm free.

Will really really start to blog about my day instead of myself.

GOODNIGHT!!

2009-08-23T12:35:00.002+08:00

Last night, i had this very long and very weird and very, VERY real dream.

Very vivid, very real, very detailed, really like it was happening to me omg.

First, i robbed a bank with 2 friends, then i went to a coffeeshop to eat with my relatives, then i went to a chalet, then i went swimming, then i went to the library, then i woke up.

What the fuck.

And i swear, the rob bank part was fucking weird. All sorts of technology, hacking, but still on-site guns waving GET THE FUCK ON THE FLOOR kind of drama, holyshit.

This is very very very disturbing, i almost NEVER EVER have dreams.

Very disturbed.

AND WHAT THE FUCK. I HAD TO WAKE UP WHEN I REACHED THE LIBRARY. I COULD HAVE DREAMT ABOUT THAT GIRL.

*^%$#@#$%^&*(*^&%$#$%^&

Very disturbed and very irritated!

2009-08-22T22:33:00.003+08:00

Mind has been in a blank since exams started Just got back from a movie. The Proposal was great. Not a you-definitely-got-to-watch-it kind of show though, but if you have the time, why not?

And right, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, i think, that theres this girl who's kinda cute. Okay correction. Who's REALLY CUTE AND HOT AND LIKE SMART AND SHES PROBABLY NICE AND SHES REALLY CUTE AND LIKE SMART AND REALLY BUBBLY I THINK COS SHE HAS A NICE LAUGH AND SHES REALLY CUTE AND ALL AND SHE HAS THIS REALLY SWEET SMILE AND I LIKE MET HER ON THURSDAY WHILE STUDYING AND WE LIKE MAD EYE CONTACT FOR LIKE MAYBE 3 OR 4 TIMES AND SHES REALLY CUTE AND STUFF AND OMG.

But i'll probably never see her again. ):

Byebye cute stranger. ):

Feel kinda sad. ):

BOOO )):

2009-08-19T01:44:00.003+08:00

Need to blog about what i've done, as opposed to what im going to do.

Price of not being consistent in studying and revision.

5 modules to complete within the week.

5 papers to sit for starting Friday.

There is soo gonna be hell to pay.

2009-08-17T03:47:00.004+08:00

I miss my cup. The cup that i've been using for the past 3, maybe 4 years. The blue and white cup that has stood by me all these years through thick and thin. The cup who has always been strong and silent..

The cup, which i so foolishly threw on the floor today in a fit of anger..

Omg. Cup.. I really really miss you lots.

You truly never appreciate what you have until its gone.

)):

2009-08-12T02:44:00.002+08:00

To go, or not to go. That is.. THE question.

Go where?

SCHOOL LAH.

I have an endless list of to-do's. Wonder when i'm ever gonna get them done.

2009-08-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

Happy 44th Singapore! :D

Past week has been average week of being late for school, rushing last minute projects, and presentations. Now that they're overrrr, time to study for the exams.

Spent today at home slacking, caught the Parade on the tele, had pizza for dinner whilst watching Singapore Idol with my family, walked about doing nothing for quite sometime, then blog(which is now). And sleep(which will happen soon).

So that sums up my rather boring day.

Will start doing stuff tomorrow. Attempt to be a more disciplined person. This must be the 2379683102th time im attempting to be a good boy. Pffft.

Hmm. Goodnight. :)

GET WELL SOON JOLLYN CHEONG PEI LING!

2009-08-06T01:13:00.002+08:00

Today while walking home i was in a rather good mood, and i realised that i had something good to say/comment on almost everything i saw. Heh. Hmm. Also i realise that if you're in a bad mood you tend to do the opposite. So right, everyone should make a conscious effort to think positve thoughts and to consciously influence yourself to be a happier and cheerful person.

THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

HAH.

2009-08-01T09:17:00.002+08:00

It's 9.15 in the morning and i'm blogging!

K so the last week has been okay i guess, other then the fact that the best MMORPG i've ever played is shutting down. Really bullshit, that.

Mmm, went out with the usuals yesterday evening/night. Wan Xuan! Get better soon k? D:

Oh, and in the morning right, i went to the Polyclinic to take MC, and guess what. I met this slut of a doctor who flat out refused to give me an MC. Cb dunno simi Mr. XXXXX Jordan. Kanina i talk talk talk then he tell me, "Young man, your physical examination is totally fine, you're to go to school now."

SIMI FUCKING LAN JIAO. (I)

So i told him but doc, i don't feel good, very uneasy. I keep puking! And he still said you are still able to attend school though you're vomiting.

SIMI FUCKING LAN JIAO. (II)

So i said but doctor i have a class now and i'm missing it. And he said, i'll write you a time chit, and you can go back and attend the remainder of your class now. WAH TIME CHIT YOUR BALLS CAN.

SIMI FUCKING NAH BEI LAN JIAO. (III)

So i said doc, can you just write me an mc? And he said. No? Look, you've been taking MC quite frequently right, is it so hard for you to just go to school? Wah thats the bomb man. FUCK YOU MAN.

SIMI FUCKING NAH BEI CHAO CHEE BYE LAN JIAO (IV)

So i dulan, go private clinic. Settled in 10mins. :D

Mmmm yes, today. Hmm. Will probably be completing most of my projs in the afternoon, then out with Matt and the rest in the evening woooo! Waking up early is good, cos you have like more hours in the day. But i'm sure you already know that. I just need to remind myself. Lolllll.

Breakfast time! :D

2009-07-27T02:14:00.003+08:00

It's really irritating that i have to go school tomorrow just to submit Wednesday's mc even though i dont have lessons. Ahhhh. I should have submitted it on Thursday.

On another note, exams are coming. 21st till the 29th of August. 5 papers to sit for, 3 of which can NOT be failed.

Also, I read an article in the New Paper today about people who are happier when they manage to acheive their ideal self. Like errr, you want to have good results and when you do you become very happy. Something like that, but it's on a personal level, like your physical/mental/psychological self.

So yes, will once again attempt to do something constructive this month, though the last time i said i'd do something constructive i ended up sleeping half the day away. Well, at least i have a month's time frame now.

Goodnight. :)

2009-07-22T02:25:00.002+08:00

Today was spent doing housework, going to school, packing of my room, and other random itty bitty stuff.

Am going to sleep soon, which is a suprise seeing that i usually sleep at around 4.

Lesson at 3 tmr! Which means i have the whole morning and a little of the afternoon for myself. Will once again attempt to do something constructive.

A longer update tomorrow!

2009-07-09T03:07:00.003+08:00

Once again i've been scammed. Again. This is the like 7th or 8th MMO i've played and i've been scammed. Again. In the same way i got scammed in my previous MMO's.

Sometimes it dosent pay to be nice.

Really.

It dosent.

No matter how you'd think otherwise there will always be people who are out there to just screw your lives so hard. And they probably dont have a conscience.

Today is a sad day.

I had to add another 2 such people to my imaginary list of fuckers.

Pffft.

2009-07-07T02:47:00.000+08:00

Note to self: MBS is at 1, and not 11.

:)

ChunHiu coming back on wednesday! YAY.

2009-07-04T03:36:00.003+08:00

Short post before i hit the sack.

Went cycling/blading at PRP with Yen, YY and JunHao this afternoon. I was the one cycling duhhh. Yes, yes i'm a pussy i don't dare to blade.

Had dinner at Hong Kong Cafe after that with the usual 4 and their significant others. It's always nice to have dinner with your close friends or your family. Hmmm.

Anyway, i'm just really happy to see that after so long we still meet up on a regular basis. Just can't do without you guys eh.

And yes BFF. I promise i'll study hard. Love you lotss. XOXOXO

Sentimental much?

GOODNIGHT

2009-06-30T20:16:00.001+08:00

Today i went to school, opened the door, walked to my table, took out my stuff and then i looked up and realised that i was in the wrong class. FML.

2009-06-26T11:50:00.000+08:00

i just woke up like 2 minutes ago when im supposed to have a class at 9am but wtf who cares about classes? Definitely not me, and for stupid fucked up modules which i can study at home..? NO FUCKING WAY HOMBRE.

so im just gonna idle away my time till like 2pm when the fucking polyclinic opens again and get myself a god damned fucking mc for the god damned fucking school, after which im going to go out and make myself some god damned fucking money

2009-06-25T22:51:00.004+08:00

i am addicted to gaming and taking risks and i love the adrenaline rush i get when i do something that i know im not supposed to and im also addicted to the high u get when u drink alcohol and im also addicted to the nausea that comes when u puke after u drink cos youve had one to many glasses and i also love the feeling of being totally tired and shagged after you come back in the morning after spending the whole god damned night out doing stuff which you enjoy. In short im a fucker who ony knows how to play and to procrastinate and lives for the moment only and not anything else and thats all i have to say okay byebye fuck you all IM OUT

2009-06-25T22:21:00.001+08:00

cb i fucking dulan with myself and my fucking useless peice of white ugly fucked up good for nothing peice of junk nbcb laptop knn fuck you man im gonna scrap you tomorrow knn you peice of shit

im blogging on my phone now and while typing the past few lines that worthless pile of scrap metal has restarted itself 4 fucking times

what. The. fUCK

2009-06-21T15:50:00.001+08:00

Okay i'm sick of Power Rangers.

I'm really bored.

Fuck.

2009-06-21T14:54:00.002+08:00

I've wasted most of the morning and half of the afternoon watching Mighty Morphing Power Rangers.

Starting on Power Rangers Zeo now. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

x)

2009-06-21T02:57:00.003+08:00

Had dinner with my uncle at this Indian restaurant, food was really good. Total ownage. Gastronomic experience. Mind blowing. Awesome stuff.

Yeah. Thats it. Other then that spent majority of the day mulling over really senseless stuff.

x(

Oh yes, finally changed phone to the Nokia E75.

2009-06-19T18:06:00.002+08:00

So i've had a rather eventful week. Picnic on Wednesday, drinking last night, erm. I can't remember what i did on Monday and Tuesday though. Was supposed to go out drinking again tonight but i decided to give it a miss. Sorry Aaron!

K anyway, my life has been filled with lots of frustrating and i-cant-believe-im-putting-up-with-this-bullshit moments lately. The state of both my desktop and laptop could possibly be one of the factors. I mean come on, it's the holidays and i've not had a solid 18 hours with either my laptop or my desktop EVER. Wtf?! And the final disgnosis for my laptop is that theres a motherboard problem, and my graphic card overheats too quickly. Probably becuase i've been taxing it alot for the past year, and honestly speaking, i can count the number of times i've shut down my laptop on my fingers and toes. x)

Time to buy a new laptop i guess. And on the same note, i have to nag at my mother for my new handphone too. I've been using this really really really old model since god knows when. So annoying.

Hmmm, things haven't been going as planned for me as well in other aspects of my life. Bleah. Try as i may i can't bring myself to tell her how i feel. Hmm. MY BALLS ARE SHRINKING. Zomg.

Thats 1 part.

Another thats constanly at the back of my mind is the state of my Education. I have fowarded BAF1, Micro, Macro and Statistics. If i fail any of the 4 modules again, i'll DEFINITELY be expelled without the possibility of appealing again. Now if this happens, i swear i'll commit suicide. I'll just fucking die because theres no way i'm gonna live with the knowledge that i wasted another 2 years of my miserable and fucked up life even after retaining for a year already in Secondary 3. Which adds up to a total of 3 years wasted. No FUCKING WAY. But this is of course if i manage to get myself expelled, which i will try my utmost best not to.

Thats the 2nd part.

I've also come to realise that i have been spending lots and lots of money on very very uneccesary items. i.e transport, food, drinks, games, etc etc. You wont believe how much i've spent on games alone. I could've bought myself a new desktop + a laptop, or i could've renovated my room again, or i could've bought myself 468719413 peices of clothes or blah blah blah. So yes, 1 very big issue i have to address is the rate i'm spending money.

I guess thats all. For now.

School starts again on Monday. I wonder how it's gonna feel like. I really do hate school now, but i don't have a choice.

Or do I ?

2009-06-12T00:43:00.001+08:00

Laptop and desktop both undergoing repair now.

FUCK MY LIFE.

2009-05-29T15:27:00.003+08:00

Yay, i got back my laptop yesterday. Not bad not bad, fuctioning alot faster and more efficient then before i guess. All in all worth the amount i paid for it. So no complains there. Hmmm. Am currently very bored now.

I want to go out but all my friends are all busy. D:

I dont have much friends i realised.

Sad.

2009-05-26T21:09:00.002+08:00

Costs a fucking $175 to repair and upgrade my laptop grrrrrrrr. Better be worth the money! Been stuck at home the past 2 days, down with flu, fever, cough. Etc. etc. SUCKS. When i want to go to school i get sick, when i don't its IMPOSSIBLE to get sick. So annoying. Pffffffffft. So i've been revising abit, watching dvd's blah blah.

Hope i get my laptop back soon!

Also, am considering buying another laptop, seeing that the current one is probably gonna give up on me soon, albeit the repairs and upgrading it's currently going through.

Ughhhhhh. Any reccomendations? I'm thinking of Dell. :D

2009-05-24T21:19:00.001+08:00

Will be sending my laptop for repair tomorrow morning so probably wont be online much till i get it back. Wonder why it's been acting up pffft. So annoying.

Went to ton with Robson, WeiJian and Don last night at pp. Rappelzed and Dota-ed as usual. Hmm. Had breakfast then cabbed home, slept thru most of the afternoon, realized my lappy was semi-screw-ed, got majorly pissed off, slept sumore. Blah blah.

School tomorrow, at least there's a purpose. Exams the following week, which means i'll be busy studying. At least i now have something to occupy my time with.

cheerio :)

2009-05-23T04:16:00.003+08:00

Watched TJC perform at VCH a few hours ago! Wah, must've been ages since i went there, haha. Well done Jollyn. Mmm, thats about how i spent my Friday. Haha, hmm. Gonna go catch some sleep now i guess, got lots of stuff to do tomorrow!

MUST. GET. NEW. PHONE.

RAHHHHHHHHH.

2009-05-21T02:56:00.003+08:00

It's already close to 3am and i'm only just about to sleep! And i have a lecture tomorrow at 9! ZOMG.

Anyway, went out with sis and norman today for dinner at Seoul Garden. Nahbei, eat until fucking full can. How to lose weight like that. Gosh, annoying!

Mmmm, thats about all. At least i only have school for 2 hours later! And then the following day is Friday! HOORAY!

:D

Okay bye, 5 hours of sleep left!

2009-05-19T23:30:00.001+08:00

Today has been a major piss me off day.

2009-05-19T16:19:00.001+08:00

Today i went to school at 1pm for MBS. SUPRISINGLY, the class was empty. Then i asked around, and apperantly class was CANCELED. And i WASNT informed.

So i waited till 3 to look for the BA1 teacher as per INSTRUCTIONS. I PATIENTLY waited till 3:45 and i left my stuff in his pigeon hole then went back home, on the way home he CALLED and i got SCOLDED, though i made the effort to go look for him and WAIT 45 minutes.

I WASTED my ENTIRE afternoon.

And i am FUCKING PISSED.

2009-05-17T01:10:00.002+08:00

Cant imagine how pissed off i can get over the most TRIVIAL things.

Woke up at 10 today, reset my entire computer/wireless system. Then wasted my entire day away. Will probably do the same thing tomorrow. Or probably not, i don't really know.

Mmm. Thats about it.

2009-05-12T23:07:00.004+08:00

Had dinner at Geylang today! SHIOK. FROG LEG PORRIDGE FTW. Wasn't what i expected tho, but who cares. ITS STILL DAMN FUCKING NICE. :D Had other stuff too. Haha, 2nd time i've been to that place. Idk whats the exact name of the shop, but it's within walking distance from Aljunied. Good dinner good dinner!

Went to a stall opposite for durians after that. PURE AWESOMENESS. Cheap and good leh today. Set me back $15 only! Gonna find kaki's to do this with me more often. Heheheheheh.

AND, RappelzSEA is gonna be back online tomorrow! Downloading the client patch at the moment, taking damn fucking long. It had better work manz, if not i'll kill people alr. NO PATCH NO SLEEP.

Okay byebye. :)

2009-05-10T01:12:00.003+08:00

Back from Ben's bbq at Sunplaza Park. Been my third night eating bbq-ed food for dinner! I'd kill to have some nice home cooked food right now. D:

Jeremy's chalet from thursday till saturday, then ben's birthday a few hours ago. Had fun at the chalet with Jeremy's friends, his friends, and the people from Creation. :) Good luck in Army bro! Haha. Met some people, made some new friends, did a Birthday countdown for Ben. Watched him down 1/3 a bottle for Martell while we sang him the Birthday Song in English and Chinese at half-tempo. :) Listened to him talk shit while in a drunken state awhile after that. Went to the beach, blah blah. Ahwell, a chalet is a chalet. Thank you Jeremy once again!

Birthday dinner for myself a few days back. 18 chefs at Simei for dinner. Haha, thank you everyone for all your birthday wishes. :) Ended the night with a cake i was really really really looking foward to eating on my FACE. It was strawberry leh! :(((

-yay. strawberry cake yumyum!-

-FUCK YOU ALL I WANTED TO EAT THE CAKE-

Kidding. :D Thank you all for celebrating my birthday with me. Haha, and here's wishing all of the May babies a very very happy birthday.

K. Other then that few fun days, life has been a bitch and very very boring.

School has been good, with the exception of Wednesday. I have a 3hour break in between 2 tutorials, which is really really fucked up. I still can't decide if i should go home or stay in school. So lonely. D: Not that close with the people in the class, and my other friends have other classes to attend. Hais. One big problem of retaking modules. No friends! :(

Or mabye it's because i'm not as sociable or friendly as i used to be.

2009-05-04T01:19:00.004+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday myself :)

Gonna be a good day today i hope!

1hour of school only YAY. 3-4 :D

Okay gonna attempt to sleep now. Gonna be kinda hard.

I MISS RAPPELZ.

2009-05-02T17:37:00.002+08:00

Today I've spent the entire waking day sitting in front of my computer enjoying the last few hours of rappelz before the 10 day server downtime begins. :) Perfect waste of time.

Had dinner with family yesterday at FISH. Tampines 1 is so crowded! So irritating. I'd rather have just stayed at home and ordered pizza or smth. Talk about being lazyy.

Ohwell. Thats about all. Nothing much happening. Probably will have more the blog about in the days to come, seeing that my usual form of entertainment wont be working. Will have to find something else to do!

Ciao. :)

2009-04-28T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today was a BITCH. I had Lab at 1pm, and being the lazy asshole that i am i only left house at 12.45. Was late because of the VERY VERY VERY HEAVY THUNDERSTORM.

Fuck it, must've been the heaviest, most strongest thunderstorm in a few months. Tho it lasted for like an hour plus only it was DAMN STRONG.

Okay then i went to school, had MBS, then came home.

Thats all. Nothing interesting today.

OH.

I bought KFC for sister and myself after my tutorial. Such a nice brother right. Haha.

So that's it. For now. :)

OH.

AND RIGHT. Imagine you're in the rain waiting for a cab. And you're carrying stuff. Then you've waited for 20minutes. THEN YOUR CAB TIO KS.

BY PRIMARY SCHOOL KID

WHO JUST FLAGGED FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STREET

THEN RAN ACROSS, GOT IN THE CAB, THEN DROVE OFF.

OMFG ASSHOLE.

-speechless-

2009-04-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I think im a game addict.

Oh. My. God.

School started alr. Like for real. Really started already.

And my birthday is coming soon! Haha. Hmmm. Dont find much reason to blog. I've also realised that my blog dosent seem much like a blog. Think i'll go back to regular blogging. Like blog about what happens to me everyday that kinda blogging.

Haha.

2009-04-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

APPEAL GOT THROUGH.

FUCKING HAPPY.

HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE HAPPY TOO.

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY.

HAHAHAHA.

2009-04-13T01:52:00.003+08:00

Short post.

Past week has been a flurry of intensive gaming and slacking. With the exception of Monday, when i went to submit my appeal and talk to the Course Managers. Results of appeal will be out sometime this week.

Also have tried to refrain myself from thinking about the past by immersing myself into a thousand and one things to do. I must say, it's been rather fruitful. Word of advice, keep the good memories, forget the bad ones, and just carry on with life come what may. Time heals all wounds, just that some wounds take more time to heal.

Will blog again when i get the results from my appeal. Gonna go get some sleep now, seeing that i need to walk the dog later in the early morning.Yes dog. My uncle left his ChowChow at our place again for the long weekend.

9am! Wake Up!

2009-04-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

Supplementary results are out.

I broke up with siling after 3 years 7months.

I'm a complete wreck now, but i still think it's for the best. I've tried, despite what many of you might think, and i just feel that we can't go on any longer. Might be because we're totally different, might be because we have different lifestyles, might be becuase i've lost feelings for her. I just don't love her anymore. I don't know when it happened, but now it's more of a i'm caring for you because i must, and not im caring for you cause i want to anymore. I don't know how to explain the feeling, but what's a relationship without true love. Also, i've always believed that the basis of any relationship depends on total unconditional trust. And i've been having issues myself with trusting people. Half the time i'm not telling the whole truth. I've been selfish and very bo chup, might be my character changing, or maybe i've just been like that ever since.

I have tried my best, i really have. I've told myself to find back the feeling, to force myself to try and fall in love again, but somehow i just can't. It's not just her, it's everyone else. I find myself really heartless. Really cold.

I'm not really sure myself but my gut tells me that even if we go on, we might not have the happiest or the best relationship ever. We'd be going thru more bad times then good times.

I know i've been selfish, i know that i've been a bastard, but in time to come, i hope you and your friends would come to understand the decision that i've so painfully come to understand myself. For all it's worth i've really cherished our times spent together, and when we were happy i know we were genuinely happy. But we just can't go on. I thank you for the memories you've given me, the motivation and inspiration i've drawn from you countless times.

Remember, what dosen't kill you can only serve to make you stronger. I hope that you'll be stronger after this seperation of ways. I know you will. It might not seem like it, but you've always been the stronger one.

My last wish would be for you to understand and respect my decision, and move on with your life. As i will move on with mine. I'm sorry, i truly am.

A person like me can't be in a relationship. Single life is best for me, i guess. I just dont have the responsibility nor the ability to care for another person. I dont even take care of myself, how to take care of another person.

Results.

Academic Standing: REMOVED FROM COURSE OF STUDY

Sometimes, life just isnt worth living.

2009-03-24T13:37:00.001+08:00

FUCK LAH

2009-03-18T15:46:00.001+08:00

i have never never never been more stressed the i am now.

seeing that if i dont pass my retest tomorrow i'd have probably screwed up my entire life.

also i have 4 days left to study accounts and if i fail THAT retest, i'd be expelled.

2009-02-15T16:17:00.001+08:00

lets do it again.

sorry.

2009-02-14T22:18:00.001+08:00

stressed

but i think what i did was right, its for the best

2009-02-14T01:17:00.001+08:00

heartless bastard.

2009-01-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

Every year i discover something new about my relatives, but today has to be the most revealing one by far.

Rahhh, why are all my relatives so rich and successful, i want to be exactly like them in the future. Dreams dreams dreams. Bleah.

First stop was lunch at Ang Mo Kio, grandma's brother's place. Had really nice sharks fin soup and other food. Hmmm. So there's this aunt there who's a lecturer for Law in NUS. Another lady who's a chemist, and another one has investments in property around the globe. At least 3 in Singapore, from what i heard. Rahh, then my uncles are earning big bucks with their hard earned MBA's. If i'm not wrong one of them is an Economist for one of the major banks in Singapore. Ugh. So yeah, visiting that house was stressful. And shit, i thought my English was reasonably good but there's this girl who's command of the Language makes me look like a piece of shit in comparison. And her father's a Mathematician.

Rawr, next was Toa Payoh, also one one of grandma's brother. Haha. Also got smart aura surrounding the place. RGS student mah. So yes, also felt kinda embarrassed. Was there for abit, watched a little bit of Princess Hours. No comment haha.

Last stop was Teban Gardens, a place somewhere along the West Coast, haha. Now another different form of embarrassment comes. Most of the children there are either my age or slightly older or slightly younger. The guys are either enlisting or enlisted. Not wasting time idling around you see. Then look at me. I'm not even finished with my first fucking year in poly.

I think it's appropriate to swear here.

Nahbei cheebye. Fucking dulan.

Okay then last stop was uncle's house for snacks and tidbits and chit chat and home. Needless to say he's also filthy rich. CEO. Ugh.

Okay enough of the ranting. I should be positive but really, i don't think i have anything to be positive about. Not within the past week, not within the past 2 weeks. Well, at least the fucking POM project has been completed.

Seriously, I've been feeling so fucking hopeless and useless and really really lousy. I don't really feel that way very often cos usually I'm too fucking thick skinned to give a fuck about how people feel about me but seriously, the past few days haven't been one of those.

Honestly, i don't think I'm good enough for anyone, and the past few days have only made it more clearer.

I should start asking myself the question my dad once asked me a few years back.

"What the fuck are you going to do with your life?"

Am going to find something to cheer myself up. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day, after all, CNY is supposed to be a joyous occasion.

2009-01-26T08:45:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai everyone. :)

Gonna start visiting soon, will blog tonight, promise.

Pinky promise!

*hooks pinky with readers*

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!

2009-01-20T00:30:00.004+08:00

Zomg, Statistics test tomorrow and i still have a few sections uncovered. How am i gonna do well like that. Bleah.

Haven't been doing much the past few days. Went shopping for new year stuff on sunday with the family. I really suck at shopping. I bought like 5 tops then when i got home i realised that 3 of them are black, so i can't wear them on new year, and that i don't have new jeans or pants or shoes or other stuff. Which means i have to take the time to go out shopping again.

If YOU have not done your shopping yet please, do ask me out. :)

Also, am currently eyeing the LG Netbook x110. Very tempted to buy but it's $1,099 with a HSUPA unit, and $799 without. But what's the fucking point of getting a netbook if it doesn't have a HSUPA unit right? So it's $1,099.

$1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099
$1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099
$1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099
$1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099
$1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099 $1,099

SAVE MONEY TIME. Cos there's no way my parents are gonna get it for me, at least not while the economy is in such a fucked up state.

nehber miinds, ie ownself osho kkan safe up moniezxs tuu baii.

Okay bye, back to studying. Bummer.

:)

2009-01-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHEW SI LING!

Darling's 18th birthday today, didn't get to do much, but at least spent some time with her in the afternoon. Bah, birthday's are birthday's. It's just another day. To me at least. Except of course the major ones, but after you reach 21 it just gets boring.

Haven't been blogging because to me, blogging is something i do only when i have something pressing that i really have to say, or when something really exciting happens, or when i just have the mood to blog. It's a really warped and twisted version of the definition blog.

Blog
(1)a web page that serves as a publicly accessible personal journal for an individual. typically updated daily, blogs often reflect the personality of the author

(2)a contraction of the term web-log

(3)an online dairy where an individual recounts his activities in the recent days

(4)unfiltered, unadultered feedback and thoughts from the owner of the blog

(5)a meandering, blatantly uninteresting online diary that gives the author the illusion that people are interested in their stupid, pathetic life. Consists of such riveting entries as "homework sucks" and "I slept until noon today."

The above were taken from various sources on the Internet, none of which i can recall now with the exception of the last one. URBAN DICTIONARY FTW!

Okay. I think i pretty much agree with the 4th meaning. Totally don't agree with the last one, though its really funny and just a tad interesting that people might actuall think that way. It's so demoralising. No one would want to think their blog as blatant and uninteresting right?

*nods head*

Have not been blogging mainly because school is sucky, i don't want to go to school, and i'm totally unmotivated to do anything about school work. On the upside though, i have been sticking to my new year resolutions, except for the sleep less then 6 hours one. I bet you all saw that coming. BLEAH.

Been stuck at home/school most of the time on weekdays, boring. =/ Out with family or study on the weekends. Again boring. I was never ever this bored when my two buddies were still around! I miss them i miss them i miss them. They're super on, forever ready for anything, and they never say no. Okay mabye sometimes, but so what. It's hard to find people as crazy/psychotic/erratic as me, but now they're gone. One's in HK and the other in NS. I MISS YOU BOTH!!!!! :(

Im such a faggot, i think im turning gay. How? Nah just kidding.

Okay, i'll end here. Will attempt to blog everyday, and attempt to make every post interesting so that people don't think that my blog is blatant and mundane.

:)

2008-12-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

In another half an hour's time it'll be 2009. Hmm. Apparently i'm spending this New Year' Eve the same as the last. Haha. All my myself at home. Awww. I don't really care thought. Haha, it gives me time to reflect, make a rough plan of the next year, and to set goals and New Year Resolutions. Heh.

Looking back at 2008, i find myself regretting some of the actions i've made, and some of the choices i've taken.

At the expense of sounding slightly egoistic, i feel that in the past year, i've grown to become a better person, at least when it comes to social and human skills. Ahhhh. Human skills. I've always thought of myself as a friendly, cheerful kind of person, which is a good thing. This particular trait has led to make countless new friends, and forge closer ties with my existing ones. So i guess in 2009 i'll stay friendly and cheerful too. Bahahaha.

What i'm deeply disappointed in myself is that i find myself becoming less and less optimistic. I constantly argue with myself. It's not me becoming less optimistic, it's more of me being more practical. But then i think again. Pragmatism is a trait, sort of like a characteristic, while optimism is more of a way of thinking. Sort of like a way of living kind of thing. Ohwell. Will try to be more optimistic in 2009. I really dont like looking on the dark side of stuff. ._.

Haha, other then that. I think personality and character wise, i'm more or less happy/satisfied with myself. I feel like i've finally found an identity that i like/is suited to me. I'm past the stage where i feel lost, and sometimes confused about stuff, myself, people, how i want to live my life, etc. etc. Put simply, i've found myself. Lol. Okay mabye it's not that simple. But you get the idea. I feel like there's no need for me to change anymore. Mabye a minor tweak here and there, but yeah. I like the way i am now. I like me. And what you see now is what you'll see in 10 years time. I'm fairly confident of that.

2 things however, that i feel i need to change is firstly.. (i'm sure everyone who knows me well enough will agree). Stop being lazy. Muahaha. Being lazy has set me back in more ways then i care to mention. So yes, it's important that i stop being lazy. The second thing is that i need to be more disciplined. If i want to excel, then being disciplined is very important. An idiot should know that.

So, that being said .. No more of the I know im lazy, i know im ill-disciplined, i know i'm hopeless, and i know i'll most probably fail in life but i don't want to give a fuck about it because i'm too lazy to do so attitude. Heh.

Hmmm, on a happier note, the past year hasn't been a totally bad one. Really good stuff and memories are hard to come by, but the few things im really thankful for are the following -

My family, for being ever so understanding and caring. I know i've disappointed you all time and time again, but i promise i'll do my best to make sure i dont let history repeat itself again k. Family ah family. Haha, actually mostly it's still same old same old. Only thing worth mentioning is that me and my sister have a much better and healthier relationship now, as compared to previous years, where we shout/scream/punch/scratch/whack/fight/curse/swear/bitch at each other for the slightest of reasons. Hor mei hor. ^^ You know korkor loves you. AHAHAHA. (shes gonna kill me for this)

My 4 buddies, you know who you are. If you don't then you 4 can go find a wall and kindly bang yourselves. Over the past year, we've gotten much closer as compared to the first time we met. I'm really thankful that i've had the oppurtunity to know you all, and this really is a friendship that i'll never regret. Promise. Haha, i trust you people to the extent that i'd be willing to stake my life on it. Im serious. :)

Most of all i'm really thankful that after so long, i'm still together with my girlfriend. :) Over the past year, we've come to understand each other more, love each other more, and have learnt how to cherish and appreciate each other more. Granted, our relationship might not be as smooth as others, we've had our fair share of arguments, but at the end of the day, i know we still love each other lots. We've emerged as a better and stronger couple, and as the years pass, i know we'll grow stronger and bettter and closer to each other. Promise too! I love you dear! :D :D

That's all i guess. Ugh. I'm never this mushy in public. Omfg. I can't believe myself. Must be the influence of 2009. Haha. OKAY! NOW. IMPORTANT!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!

~~1) Stop being lazy.~~
2) Lose weight.
3) Save money.

If i remember correctly, my new year resolutions for this year is almost the same as last year's. Hmm. Okay. I have to be specific in my resolutions.

~~1) Don't sleep more then 6hours a day.~~
2) Cut back to 85kg before my birthday.
3) Save at least $15 a week/get a job.

Right. Now that seems like a proper list of new year resolutions. Lets add a few more.

~~4) Get at least 70% on Tests and Exams.~~
5) Cut back on binge eating. (linked to number 2) :)
6) Spend at least an hour a day excercising. (linked to number 2) :)
7) Be a good boy and actually listen to what mum and dad has to say.

OKAY DONE.

New Year Resolutions for Year 2009

1) Don't sleep more then 6hours a day.
2) Cut back to 85kg before my birthday.
2.1) Cut back on binge eating.
2.2) Spend at least an hour a day exercising.
3) Get at least 70% on Tests and Exams.
4) Be a good boy and actually listen to what mum and dad has to say.

This has to be the longest amount of time i've spent on blogging.

A whole hour.

HAHA!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. :)

2008-12-28T19:48:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, just sometimes, i feel that i'm too kind for my own good.

School reopens tomorrow.

2 more months to the end of year1.

2 months to get my act together.

Self discipline!

Am going to bathe and try to sleep now. Having a slight fever and a mother fucking killer headache.

2008-12-21T14:43:00.006+08:00

Past week has been really tiring, and this week is gonna be as tiring i guess.

Had 1b15 class chalet from the 15th to 17th. Hmm.

Spent the 15th bbq-ing, playing cards, drinking, and just slacking in the chalet and talking to one another. I must say, we really bonded that night, and we're much closer now. Haha, spent most of the 16th sleeping, then went kbox at night, headed back to the chalet thereafter, and just talked and slacked and ate till i left, which was around 5 in the morning. Hiakhiakhiak.

Most said phrase during the class chalet: "NAHBEI CHEEBYE!"

Let's do another class chalet soon k. Lurbbe lurbbe 1B15. :)

Spent the 18th rotting at home, then went out for Christmas shopping and dinner together with family. Discovered something shocking.

My dad knows how to play the guitar, and apparently he's quite good at it. I. HAD. NO. IDEA. Super duper uber shocking can. And so, me and sis went to interrogate him about his musical background and then we realised he used to attend music school for guitar and stuff. Omfg. Couldn't believe it.

Dad = Pro. *thumbs up*

Hmmmm, spent the 19th together with Romance. Hmm, a Christmas outing of sorts. Haha, caught Yes Man at Vivo City with like 20+ people. Slacked around Vivo for quite awhile, then took pictures, had dinner, slacked around a little while more, then headed home. It's really amazing, when i look back at what we were 1 year ago, and then what we are now.

So touching.

Back then it was only the 5 of us. Now it's

Awesome(!)

Christmas Party at my place on the 20th, with most of our relatives coming. Had to wake up at 8 in the morning to go collect food with my mum. Gahh, spent the day entertaining guests, slacking together with cousins, and eating turkey. I love turkey. Turkey's pwnage. Lurbbe lurbbe turkeyyyyyyyyy. Teehees. Cousins stayed over till morning today, then i ate my lunch, packed up the house a little bit, and here i am blogging. Going out much later in the afternoon with family again i guess, otherwise i'll be sleeping or doing nothing at home.

I realised i've never made proper New Year resolutions before, so mabye i'll give it a try this year. Hmmm.

Oh, ripped something from my sister (and friends). Seems like most people are doing it, and it's interesting! Everytime i blog im gonna post random stuff about myself, hiakhiak. Like mabye 10 each post. Heh. At least when i've nothing to blog about i can blog about 10 random stuff. Heh. Lifesaver. :)

1. I like to read.

2. I can take an hour to bathe if i'm bored.

3. I'd take a box of strawberries over $10 on normal day.

4. I dont like spending time on public transport.

5. I like my room to be clean and organized.

6. It takes me 10minutes to bathe, change and reach class from the time i wake up. (if i'm late)

7. I cannot watch tv for more then an hour at a go. Unless it's a movie.

8. I can last a week with only 2 or 3 hours of sleep each day.

9. I fantasize about driving a Lamborghini Gallardo at least twice a day.

10. IronMan is my favourite superhero, followed by BatMan.

The only reason why i'm blogging is because i'm really really bored on a really really boring, mundane Sunday afternoon.

Ciao. (:

2008-12-13T02:58:00.001+08:00

Yesss. Tests are over.

It's time for the caveman to come out of his cave.

-grunts-

CAVEMAN !

2008-12-07T21:04:00.004+08:00

Hello babe and hunks.

As it's the exam week, i will be going on a week long hiatus(like i even blog regularly lol). Yeah, and i'm gonna experiment with being a caveman for the next whole week.

I'll not go out, i'll not spend money, i'll not use my handphone, and i'll not come online. So yes. There is no way you people can contact me. Unless i see you in school of course.

Okay, so don't miss me. (:

Oh, and while i'm gone, you people can ponder/think/wonder on this point.

If you meet someone exactly the same as you in every aspect except looks, do you think you'd be best friends or would you hate each other. Hmmm. Go figure. Like go play around with your different personalities, how your character/ego would handle the situation. There are like 692308340234 stuff to think about. I've been thinking of it for quite awhile. It's like, philosophical shit no? Also, it tell' alot about your character, and you'll come to realise stuff you didnt know about yourself, if you really think it through. It's sort of like, putting yourself into your own shoes(sort of, i know it sounds weird lol) Or like looking at yourself in a mirror, or like you know, confronting your evil side/good side of shit like that. Lol. Okay. Go think about it.

Okay, goodbye people. See you all in a week's time. (:

I SWEAR I'LL NOT TOUCH MY LAPTOP/HANDPHONE FOR THE NEXT ONE WEEK. GOODBYE.

2008-12-06T00:52:00.003+08:00

Ughhhhhhhh, the rest of my family is gonna be back in a few hours time. Haha, though i missed them, the peace and quiet i had the past week is as good as gone. I like peace and quiet at home. I'm a very peaceful and quiet person.. sometimes.. Lol. With only me and my dad at home, i get to bathe whenever i want, i get the tv all to myself, i dont have people nagging at me, and most of all, i don't have this girl irritating the piss out of me by calling me stupid names every 10seconds, and asking me to help her do stuff. (mei, i know you're gonna read this so i hope you'll start treating me nicer). HAHAHAHAHA. Ahwell, i still missed them. LURBE LURBE LURBE HUGG HUGG.

Also, exam week is here, shall force myself to stay focused and disciplined for this week, 5 papers!Heh. Try. To. Force. Try.

Anyway, going to airport in the afternoon to pick family back from the airport, then dinner with norman and friends in the evening.

to a friend(you know who you are): stay strong, we're always here if you need us. my phone's always on and if ever you need a listening ear at 4am in the morning, rest assured that if you call me, i'll always pick up the phone.

to my one and only: dear, it feels like ages since we last met. haha, please take care of yourself k, and remember that i really really love you lots . :)

2008-12-04T13:13:00.002+08:00

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR…
1. FINGERS:
kenneth
2. CHIN:
mjnkd b dgn
3. ONE FINGER:
kenneth
4. ELBOW:
khjmkjjnhbrtrfg
5. NOSE:
i3hh45y7
6. PALM:
kdenneth

1. List three random items you have.
My underwear, my pants, my shirt

2. Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
Yesssssss, many times.

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Nope.

4. List four people that you look up to the most.
My dad, my uncle, my other uncle, OBAMA.

5. How many pets do you own as of now?
None.

6. Which do you prefer white or black?
No preference, i love both.

7. Who is your most played character?
Myself.

8. Choose one or the other, not both: Being stuck on an island with a friend. or Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances.
I choose neither, who the fuck wanna get stuck on an island?

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
Cheerful, retarded, patient. :D

10. If you could have a power what would it be?
Telekenesis.

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
Justin

12. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?
Chew Si Ling. :)

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your head.
HAHAHA, LOL, WTF, HUH, OMG :D

14. What’s one thing you wish you could do better?
Study.

15. Do you like the way you are?
Yes. :D

16. Choose, summer or winter.
Winter.

17. Rain or snow?
Snow.

18. Water or ice?
Ice.

19. List two odd things about yourself.
I talk to myself. I find watching tv boring.

20. Which are two of your bad habits?
I am very very very lazy, and i love to procrastinate. Someday, these 2 are gonna kill me.

21. Do you speak other languages beside Eng n Chi?
Errr, not fluently no.

22. What does the last movie you caught?
HAHA. R-E-C. HAHAHA.

23. Who always made you laugh?
Romance.

24. Where have you been today?
No where yet.

25. Who will you choose to die with?
My girlfriend. Chew Si Ling :)

26. Who do you admire most?
MY DAD.

27. What color would you use to dye your hair?
Blue/White.

28. Who cares for you the most?
My family, my girlfriend, my friends.

29. Who are your top 5 besties in sec you love?
Ben, Chun Hiu, Norman, Han Chiew, Han Yang

30. If you only hav one day to survive, what will you do?
Spend the 1st quarter apologising to people i've offended.
Spend the 2nd quarter attempting to do what i've always wanted to do.
Spend the 3rd quarter with my family.
Spend the Last quarter with my girlfriend.

31. Why are you doing this test?
Because i'm bored from studying accounts and i was blog hopping and i saw this quiz, so i decided to do it.

32. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Happiness.

33. What is life to you?
Life is about living it to the fullest, and with someone you love.

34. When did you last cried?
Can't remember

35. At which date do you wish to get married?
When i believe that i'm financially stable, and i can support a family.

37. If you have to choose between a friend and love, what would you choose?
SORRY FRIENDS, but it's my love.

38. What is your favourite website?
www.google.com

39. What is your goal for this year?
To make goals for next year. :D

40. How are you feeling now?
Retarded, as usual.

ACCOUNTS EXAM FROM 6.30-7.30pm today. Wish me luck.

2008-12-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

I shall do some proper semblence of blogging, seeing as there's no point of keeping a blog if i dont blog properly.

Today was a so-so day. Woke up at 1, had lunch then studied microecons till evening. Went out for dinner with Ben at TM, arcade-ded for awhile, then headed over to the Sitex show at expo. The crowd there is astounding. Not suprising lah, considering that it's the last day of the fair, and it's on a Sunday. Heh, went to have a look-see, then headed back home.

EXAMS ARE COMING. screams. One more week to study, then another week to clear exams. I will be more organised the next half-sem. Bleah.

Ahwell, it's getting late.

minds in a mess now, so im not blogging coherently. will attempt to sort out the 92384630112 bits and peices of my mind before i sleep. ugh. my minds always in a mess. it's just neater on a good day.

bye people. (:

2008-11-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hi.

This is a blog.

Therefore, i am blogging.

Blogged.

.

2008-11-26T18:12:00.000+08:00

I GOT INTO MARKETING.

YES BABY.

FREE HUGS AND KISSES FOR EVERYONE.

MARKETING LEH. YAY.

IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

THAT HAD TO HAVE BEEN THE BEST APPEAL I'VE EVER WRITTEN EVER.

YAY.

HAHAHAHAHAHHA..

IM CHAO HIGH NOW.

2008-11-23T10:42:00.002+08:00

1.Your name?

Kenneth.

2.Your age in 2 years?

20.

3.Attached/Single?

Attatched.

4.How long attached/single?

3years3mnths14days (:

5.Would you prefer to be attached or single?

Attatched.

6.Name 5 of your love ones?

CHEWSILING, CHEWSILING, CHEWSILING, CHEWSILING, CHEWSILING (:

7.Would you rather drink tea or coffee?

Coffee in the morning, tea for fun/flavour.

8.Your lover's name?

CHEWSILING :D

9.Will you make fwens with your love rival?

No, i'll ask him fuck off and bang wall.

10.Your best friend betrays you.Forgive or revenge?

Ask him bang wall a few times then forgive.

11.Mum calls you a slut,reaction?

MUMMY YOU SEE THE WALL IN FRONT OF YOU? GO BANG.

12.TXND or HND?

HND. DUH. Okay lah, now is TXND :D

13.Your 4 favourite colours?

Black, white, blue, grey.

15.How many crushes currently?

NONE.

16.What has one thing your current or ex(s) did that really made you touched?

17.Your phone n.o is?

1800-BANGWALL

18.Do random people ask you for your n.o on the streets?

Nope. Im too ugly. ):

19.Fav fruit?

STRAWBERRY!

20.Fav drink?

ICE LEMON TEA.

21.Prefer mummy or daddy?

Both lah!

22.Name 3 guy friends that are really close to you.

Hmmm. I've got lots.

23.Do you audi?

-AIR_xJAMM :]

24.Do you maple?

Used to.

25.Do you find yourself an asshole at times?

I find myself an asshole all the time. :D

26.Your normal bedtime is?

Errr, idk leh. Zomg.

27.Fav food?

Errr, can't decide.

28.Nickname?

Ken/Pig/Flying Pig. __

29.Fav alphabet?

30.What time is it now?

10.58am. Wtf.

31.Your current tells you he/she misses her ex,reaction?

Dear, you see the wall in front of you? :]

32.Colours on your hair?

Black.

33.How much do you love your current stead?

LIKE ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT.

34.Tired mar now?

Yes quite, i woke up at 8am. Tmd. On a Sunday sumore. ._.

35.One thing you would say to your ex?

You see the wall in front of you?

36.Do you miss your schoolmates?

Yes.

37.Prefer wearing a tank top and pants or dress?

I prefer not wearing anything. (:

38.House n.o?

1800-BANGED WALL

39.You spill freaking hot milo on a dog,reaction?

WAH JI BAI SIAO LIAO ZHAO ARH

40.Are you a lesbian/gay/straight?

Straight/Gay at times. LOL

41.Prefer to go out wif stead or girlfriends?

Stead. DUH.

42.Money more important or friends?

Friends.

43.Do you trust your stead?

Yes. OF COURSE!

44.Fav.show?

CSI.

45.Your pet's name?

Kenzo. ):

46.Fav stuff toy?

Used to be Bert/Enie from sesame street. ):

47.Fav teacher?

Idk.

48.What would you give your stead on your 1st month?

Myself. HAHAHAHA.

49.Hand breaking ler mah?

Yah, thnx ah Jellie. LOL.

50.Do drugs?

Drugs = something that makes you high. I no need drugs also can high. :O

Sunday morning at uncle's place with sister and 2 cousins. Zomg. And all of us are fiddling with an electronic device of sorts. Sister's on portable dvd player, 2 cousins are psp-ing, and im on lappy. Best. Gonna go shopping later. Yay. K bye.

HOLYSHIT 11am. I WOULD'VE BEEN STILL SLEEPING IF I WERE AT HOME. ARGH!

2008-11-22T16:47:00.003+08:00

It's only 4+, but the atmosphere in my room is as good as night. Dark clouds hanging overhead outside; rain drops slowly but surely pattering down on my window; as i stand up to close my window,i catch glimpse of a streak of lightning across the sky. (waahhhhh) it's been ages since i saw lightning with my own eyes. As i settle down back into my chair, my iPod starts playing the next song. Umbrella - Rihanna. Tears spring to my eyes as a vivid image of a stray dog walking in this cold, merciless rain pop to mind. Ahhh.. Kenzo.. Why did you have to go.. Now you're all alone, outside, without shelter, without a family, without a warm kernel to go back to.. How i wish i knew where you were now, so i can shield you from this downpour with my umbrella, ella, ella, eh eh eh.

But ALAS ..

You're probably in the stomach of some Cheena pok/Bangala.

So too bad. =P

Ack, 5pm on a Saturday afternoon with absolutely nothing to do. Nuuuu. I should have gone out with family/friends instead of choosing to stay at home with no one but my lonesome self. Hmm, anyway, brief summary of what happened ystd. Went to celebrate Justin's birthday with a few people from Romance at Dhobby. Played for awhile, slacked, played, slacked, then had a great dinner with great company at MFM, if only the others were there, then it would've been SUPER company. (:

Other then Friday, my week has been pretty much the same as always. Boring, predictable, and chock full of retarded behaviour from yours truly. Alright, gonna go back to flipping through Economics notes, and mabye do some Account questions later on in the evening. I swear to god, if i ever fail another module i'll go crazy. AND, if my appeal to Business/Marketing fails, i'm gonna seriously consider talking to my parents about pursuing a private degree/diploma. BUT, the flip-side would be i have to serve NS before i can continue my education. So i'll prolly continue. ._. Like a good boy. Studying something. I have a severe distaste for. Ugh. Belchs. Pukes. Vomits. Hurls. Disgusting.

And, i notice my command of the English language has been deteriorating greatly since the beginning of the year and now, it's at an all time low. Will make a conscious effort to find time to read and write more. It's been ages since i sat down and spent an entire afternoon reading a novel cover to cover! (SCREAMS)

Okay ciao. :)

2008-11-20T09:37:00.002+08:00

I am so fucking pissed now. First, i have to study something i dont like.

Then, out of 3 electives i get my last choice.

Logistics and Management? Wtf? I hate logistics, i hate management. Heavy statistics and accounting. Wtf? Accounts, my weakest subject, and statistics, a subject i dislike. Ugh. I hate TP, i hate myself.

Mood now: SIBEI DULAN.

2008-11-18T00:34:00.004+08:00

[1] What kind of Boyfriend/Girlfriend do you like?

I'd like my girlfriend as my girlfriend.

[2] How do you celebrate your 1st Month?

With my girlfriend.

[3] Do you feel safe with your Boyfriend/Girlfriend?

Yes thats why she's my girlfriend.

[4] When you see your stead injured or sick, would you be there even if you're busy?

I'd be there even if i were in a worser conditon then her.

[5] When it's your 12 month & your stead is having another relationship, what would you do?

Go bang wall.

[6] What if you know your ex is still loving you albeit he/she is single while you're attached?

Ask her go bang wall.

[7] Are you single, having a relationship, or having a crush on someone?

Having a relationship.

[8] List out 3 love/sad songs.

Barney, Sesame Street, Power Rangers.

[9] What would you do if you and your stead quarrels?

I'd try to solve the quarrel ASAP.

[10] Do you wish to know if someone has a crush on you?

Yes. Then i'll ask her go bang wall.

[11] What if you're single and someone got a crush on you?

I'll ask him/her go bang wall. (:

[12] How do you feel when you fall in love with someone?

I'll feel like i just banged wall. SHIOK.

[13] How many times did has your heart been broken by somebody?

Err. I've no idea.

[14] If you and your stead quarrelled, who'd be the one apologizing?

Both parties i guess.

[15] What would you do if your stead wants to break up?

Go bang wall.

[16] Did any of your stead gave you a present you liked the most?

Yesh. (:

[17] When did you last cry for someone whom you love?

Err. Can't remember.

[18] How many times did you break your promise to your stead?

Err. Err. Err.

[19] Do you wish that your relationship will last long?

Yes of course. Whoever dosent can go bang wall.

[20] Did your stead kiss you in public?

(:

Pass this to your friends to know how their relationship is going on.Send them by MSN, or ask them Copy &Paste . Post it,in their blog.Remember to put down 11 names,to last your relationship long .

-Joshua Then
-Yenli
-WanXuan
-Sister
-Your Mum
-Your Dad
-Your Uncle
-Your Auntie
-Your Grandmother
-Your Grandfather
-Whoever wants to do this. (:

NOTE. I DID NOT WANT TO DO THIS QUIZ. JOEY FORCED ME TO DO IT.

BLOGS BACK. HAHA.

GOODNIGHT. (:

2008-09-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

Weekly family gatherings always consists of either Uncle bringing us out to eat good food, or bringing good food back to his house and just slack. And almost always, there's abalone and big big crabs. Heh. Today, i had abalone and many many uber big crabs. I'm a happy boy. :]

Also, the talks and lectures my uncle gives me. Might not seem like it, but i pay attention to every single thing he says. He says I'm highly capable, that i can achieve much if i put my mind to it. But sometimes i think, it's what i want that matters, and not what he wants. My family's all about business. Me on the other hand, don't really like business, and i highly doubt my ability to excel in a business oriented environment. I don't make much sense, seeing that almost everything is about business. Buying, selling, trading etc. Ugh. But still ..

Business is where the major money is, and that's what i really want. I'd be really happy if i could be earning half of what my uncle earns.

My parents, relatives are all so successful in life. My older cousins are all on the fast track to big bucks, most are pursuing a master's or honours in Law, Economics. And the younger cousins are all coming out of their own, and showing what they're truly capable of.

I think it's time i did something myself. I really don't want to disappoint. But sometimes it can be so hard, when everyone around you is so, so successful already. They just "do it", whereas a guy like me can't understand how, not unlike how they don't understand how hard it is for me.

But still ..

2008-09-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

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Welcome Kenneth Yeong, here is your handwriting analysis

Kenneth uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Kenneth does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Kenneth will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Kenneth is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Kenneth doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Kenneth will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Kenneth believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Kenneth is secretive. He has secrets which he does not wish to share with others. He intentionally conceals things about himself. He has a private side that he intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in his past.

In reference to Kenneth's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Kenneth slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Kenneth can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Kenneth's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Kenneth that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Kenneth also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Kenneth is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Kenneth's self-concept is artificially low.

Kenneth will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Kenneth to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Kenneth is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Kenneth has difficulty trusting anyone. In fact, he trusts no one completely. This is a result of his trust being betrayed in the past. He has closed up, thus ceasing to allow close friendships. Kenneth truly wants close friends and desires physical relationships, but he fears he will get hurt, again. He is lonely, yet has a crying need for close friends. This trait can cause much unhappiness. However, it can be changed.

Kenneth is selective when picking friends. He does not trust everyone. He has a select group of people that are truly close to him, usually two or three. He is careful when choosing his inner circle of friends.

Accurate to a certain extent but ohwell, like most available tests online, largely inaccurate at certain parts. Hmm. Came across this comic strip, and have been throwing it around in my head for the past couple of minutes. Heh.

In accordance to the logic of evolution, God should come after us, and not before us. Take for example, simple molecules combine together to make powerful chemicals; simple cells combine together to make powerful lifeforms; simple electronics combine together to make powerful computers. Logically, technically, scientifically, all things are created by a combination of simpler, less capable components.

So therefore, this 'God'/Supreme Being. Should, logically, technically, scientifically, be our successor, and not our predecessor.

Just a chain of thought, take it with a pinch of salt. ;D

2008-09-18T01:07:00.002+08:00

Spent the most part of today revising Economics. Should be able to pass the supp paper. Will work on OB tomorrow. Fucking killer, OB is hard shit. Ugh, will most probably be studying somewhere other then home, seeing as i can't sit down and focus for more than an hour before i start messing around with the computer, or start slacking. Heh. Once again, discipline Kenneth, DISCIPLINE.

Will go and take a shower now, then meet Ben for supper. Or should i meet Ben for supper first then come back and shower. Heh. Dilenma. It's funny how i worry over such trivial things. Ugh, stupid stupid. Retarded retarded.

And, i'm missing my darling like super super crazy right now. Will finally be seeing her on Saturday. YAY!

AND, I GOT A PAIR OF TICKETS TO F1 NEXT SAT! WAHOOO. Default choice would be darling of course, but if she dosent want to go, then hmm. Another dilenma.

Ugh, shall worry about what to do now. To bathe, or not to bathe. That is the question.

2008-09-17T01:13:00.003+08:00

There is no such thing as problems. Only situations.

Rule 1: You can only get smarter by playing a smarter opponent

Rule 2: The more sophisticated the game, the more sophisticated the opponent

Rule 3: If the opponent is good, he will place the victim in big environment. The bigger the environment the easier the control.

Rule 4: The bigger and older the trick, the easier it is to pull off.

There is something about yourself you don't know. Something that you will deny even exists. Until it is too late to do anything about it. It's the only reason you get up in the morning, the only reason you suffer the shitty boss, the blood, the sweat and the tears. This is because you want people you know how good, attractive, generous, funny, wild and clever you are. Fear or revere me, but please, think i'm special. We're all approval junkies. We're all in it for the slap on the back, the gold watch, the hip, hip, hoo-fucking-rah. Look at the clever boy with the badge, polishing his throphy, Shine on you crazy diamond, because we're just monkeys wrapped in suits, begging for the approval of others. if we knew this, we wouldn't do this. Someone is hiding it from us. And if you had a second chance, you would ask, why.

Well fucking done. Jason Statham never fails to deliver. And he especially does it in Revolver. Well fucking done.

I should be studying, but a day's break wouldn't kill. Anyways, i'll have to get OB and Econs done either by the 17th or the 18th. Hardwork Kenneth, hardwork. And then i'll relax on Saturday. Going out with darling possibly. Then it'd be studying for the most part on Sunday. Ugh, i have to study and study all the way till Tuesday. Ohman. ):

will try to be in control from now on.

2008-09-14T21:07:00.003+08:00

Note to self: Start saving money, having less then $500 in the bank account is pathetic.

Note to self: Bring friends to the ala carte japanese buffet restaurant at Katong Mall.

Note to self: Try to cut down even more on time spent gaming.

Note to self: Get into a INEEDTOATTENDEVERYSINGLELECTURE mindset before 2ndSem.

Note to self: Get at least a 3.5 GPA for 2ndSem.

Note to self: Get back into shape.

2008-09-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

Worked for 2days, and earned $107. Not bad, considering the type of work we do. Will find another job soon. Most probably as a relief teacher. Just applied on the MOE website. Also, Daryl made a few calls for me so i'm keeping my fingers crossed. $65 a day is good stuff. New working environment too.

First supplementary lecture tomorrow. Will try to listen, and pay attention. Studying for the most part of tomorrow i guess. Have decided to give up Accounts in favour of Econs and OB. Will chiong Accounts for last if i've the time and the confidence for the latter two papers.

nightmares are worse. are they even nightmares, im scared.

2008-09-08T12:35:00.004+08:00

The new URL's really very easy to find, if you put your brain to it. Hmmm. Really pissed to the core with the fucking cum-faced slut who used the old URL for product advertisements. BAH.

3 days ago, i started having nightmares.

2008-08-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Largely accurate, except for a few point(s) My close friends would know which one(s) are bullcrap(:

Am taking a break from OB now, so went bloghopping, foruming, blah blah. Came across this on Yen's blog so decided to do it. Dunno where she gets all this shit from.

Ahwell. Back to mugging for paper. 1st paper at 9.30, and 2nd paper at 7pm! WTF?!

I'm leaving Econs for tomorrow, cos OB needs alot of attention right now. So, paper end 11.30. Reach home latest 1. 1 Study till 6. That gives me 5 hours to straighten out half a year's worth of shit. 2 words. FUCKING SCREWED.

2008-08-21T17:52:00.006+08:00

1) Do you have a wide group of friends?

YUP!

2) If you're in trouble , will your friends 'fly' to help you?

No i dont think so. Apparently i'm the only one that can fly.

3) Will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends?

Really depends on the situation.

4) Do you believe in BFF?

YES!

5) Do you think a straight guy and woman can just be platonic friends?

Yes(?)

6) Do you have a male friend whom you can trust with almost everything?

Yes!

7) Do you think friends should tell each other everything?

Nope.

8) If your friends are in trouble , what will you do?

I WILL FUCKING FLY AND HELP.

9) In future, if your friends get married and ask you to be their best man, will you agree?

Definitely! (:

10) What if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?

I won't pick up. =P

11) What will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, if he/she betrayed you?

Ask why, then i'll TRY to be understanding.

12) If your friend snatches your boyfriend/girlfriend away, will you hate him or her completely?

No comment.

13) What if there is a boy/girl that has liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that he/she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help him/her?

Yup!

14) Do your parents think your friends are a bad influence?

Nope. HAHAHAHAHA.

15) What will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?

Why? Dont want move. Byebye.

16) If your friend organizes a once-in-a-life-time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go, will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/don’t go?

Dont go dont go lor. (later sneak out)

17) How will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?

RETARDED(:

18) Define friendship.

a relationship between friends. HAHAHA

19) Name 20 people whom you can think right now. Don’t read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end, choose 5 people to do this quiz.

1. Si Ling

2. Benjamin

3. Yen Li

4. Jollyn

5. Justin

6. Yi Ying

7. Wan Xuan

8. Joshua

9. Ellis

10. Chun Hiu

11. Norman

12. Han Chiew

13. Marilyn

14. Han Yang

15. Jian Guang

16. Hong Jie

17. GUCCI

18. Jonathan

19. Kristie

20. MY MOTHER HAHA

-Where did you meet no. 14?

HAI SING!

-What will you do if you never meet no. 1?

I'll be a sad, useless, pile of crap in some corner.

-What if no. 9 & no. 20 dated?

SONG BO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

-Will no. 6 & no. 17 date?

No. no.6 will go fucking crazy.

-Describe no. 3.

Yen Li is the most retardest person on Earth. You know why? Because she's still playing with imaginary friends even when she's gonna turn 18 soon. And she's very kaopei cos right, she always kaopei me and my flying incident even when she knows i was trying to save the world. And right, i'm trying to save the world from her. Cos she's the ice queen, and she wants to freeze the whole world upside down. But when she's not being retarded or kaopei or freezing the world upside down right, shes a little teeny weeny itsy bitsy great friend (like 0.0001% of the time only)

-Describe no. 7.

RETARD ULTIMO. Hardcore gamer chick! But right, she's very very very retarded, can fight with no.3 one. You know why? Cos whenever i'm being retarded and i talk to her right, she'll bring the retardedness to the next level. And right, she's damn lame. Cos right, she laughs at the lamest things. HAHAHA! But other then that, she's great! (like 0.0001% of the time only also)

-Do you know any of no.12’s family?

Nope!

-What will you do if no.18 confess to you that she likes you?

Ohyeah my man. I love you too homie. Take me back to your crib yeah, then we gonna have some hardcore buttsecks!<3

-What language does no.15 speak ?

English mostly!

-How old is no.16?

17!

-When is the last time you spoke to no.13?

Yesterdayyyyyy. =P

-Who is no.2 favorite band or singer?

Dunno. Techno lah. CRAZY TECHNO KIDS. HAHAHAHAH.

-Would you ever date no. 4?

Breakfast dates, lunch dates, dinner dates, study dates, shopping dates. HOW DO YOU DEFINE DATE(:

-Would you ever date no. 1?

YUP! If i could choose only one person to date for life, it'd be her<3

-Is no. 19 single?

Yesh. But guy's beware. She's a mean bitch. (kidding) (not kidding)

-Would you ever be in a relationship with no.11?

ABUDEN. HE'S MY GAY BUDDY!

-School of no. 3?

Ice Academy. =3

-Where does no. 6 live?

Tampines!

-What is your favourite thing about no.5?

VERY BO CHUP. HAHA!

-Have you seen no. 2 naked?

-giggles- YOU SAY LEH LOL

-What is no.8's nickname?

Joddy Boy!

The 5 Lucky/Unlucky People:

1. You

2. This

3. Fucking

4. Suay

5. Kia

SEE. BORED UNTIL DO THIS LJ QUIZ. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. K lah. Was fun lah(: